perception of perdition

just a matter of time,
those broken shards,
embedded in his heart,
finally faded, forever

his motives,
his will,
the reason he lives,
to finally be complete

the rhythm of time,
904 dawns ago,
his last taste of that
which made him whole

he was hoping to find her,
she who could once again,
ignite the flames of conviction,
but alas despite everything, failure

seeking, waiting, searching,
he thought he had found her,
lest her heart belonged to another,
he walks away

the drive within his heart,
no longer love,
now filled with dust,
hate and vengeance reign.

I will no longer be the one for you, no longer will I catch anyone who falls.
Nor will I consider the feelings of others, for all that matters is getting what I want.Always putting others before me was a mistake, and caring for them was too. In the end, the only one that loses is you. I used to be someone who'd give a shit about you, but that time is long gone. Good riddance.