perception of perdition

pushing over my limits has taken a serious toll
the doctor said I've ripped my right leg's quadriceps
he told me I'd be on crutches for at least a month
it was a tragic blow in my pursuit of physical excellence

stubborn and unbroken, i denied his orders
I will continue training even through this pain
if you want to achieve something
even when you're against the current, you've gotta see it through.

my leg may be weak and painful
but I've yet to reach my goal
and till then I will continue to pursue
physical fitness excellence and power

I will not go back on the promise I laid...
that even the demise of my body would not stop me from breaking genetics.

it may be hard living with a body that nullifies any effort to improve its physique or increase fitness, always reverting to the same, weak state.

my parents may have given me such genes, but I refuse to believe that this can't be helped. I will break these genes, or break my body trying.

FOCUS

Seeing the one I loved
in the arms of another
deep within me
a great hatred was born

a plague which consumes
from within, slowly eating
slowly eroding your better judgment
yet yielding an untold power

hatred burns
she whom I loved
is but a memory
and all I long for

is revenge.

Let it consume you

healing...
but the transformation takes a heavy toll
on the body.
many times I've tried to fight genetics
many times I've failed doing so.

But this time, I'm prepared to pay any price to break through
at any cost.

Even if I was born with a body like this,
resistant to change, difficult to recover, easy to damage

I'm out to prove, even the most stubborn genetic traits can be forced through.
Mine proves to be the most challenging yet.


I WILL CHANGE ALL OF IT!