perception of perdition

the most painful thing to endure
isn't a lethal wound...
isn't an unseen blow...
isn't a slow death...

its seeing the one you love...
every day... wishing she'd talk to you...
but she doesen't, silence.

its seeing the one you love...
and knowing that
no matter how hard you tried
you can never have her...

it consumes you from within
all your thoughts
rattling through your bones
it breaks your will
everything else in between

seeing the one you love
wishing you could somehow reach her
wishing she'd know what you're enduring
wanting to be by her side
but not being able to at all...

this is the ultimate heartbreak

all I can do, is walk away. Hoping I'll heal someday...


I'm still hurting