perception of perdition

losing it!

why this lonely love?

these thoughts in my head

why do they not relent?

do they know no mercy

for a broken shell of a man

seeking her , seeking to be whole again?



its time I come clean...

I really can't lie to myself anyomore

this world is spinning around me

all this thoughts spinning inside of me

every day... brings me closer to my last

and shld I sleep and not wake, noone will ever know

the feelings beneath the surface, for her

I wish to come clean with this

as a broken man... either way I have nothing left

nothing left to lose... I am but a shattered spectre

of who used to be mighty, compassionate, a champion

he who protects the ones he loves... with everything in his power.







I will... I must let this go... and I will... today.


please let this be over





the path ahead ; bleak

don't leave me here, alone.